Friday, January 12, 2024

In a parallel universe



-Do you think it's possible?
To leave this raging world behind and dive into another universe? Another..reality?
=Do you think there is one?
-I believe a parallel universe exists inside my head. I made it up..years ago. I just don't know if I can switch the real one for it.
=Is it more peaceful there?
-Peaceful..no. Better..yes.
There's still pain and anger and every kind of negative emotion you can think of. But at least there I can face them. I have the strength. I have the support.
=And you can't find support here?
-It's not support I'm lacking, but control.
=What can't you control here?
-Everything.
=And you think you'll have what you seek over there? In the other..universe?
-I already do. How do you think you're talking with me now?
=So now I'm not real?
-You were never real. You're just this agonizing voice inside my head.
=Why do you talk to me then, if you hate me so much?
-I don't hate YOU. I hate the fact that you're there and I'm here. I don't hate you. I envy you.




Paralyzed

"She never felt like she belonged anywhere, except for when she was lying on her bed, pretending to be somewhere else." ~ Rainbow ...