Thursday, June 16, 2022

A Losing Battle

A rewind button. I think this is the only thing that is capable of making my life somewhat bearable.
If only I could go back in time every time I said or didn't say or did or didn't do something...
If I only I could go back in time to change that awful decision I made.
If only....
My life revovles around that word... If only...
It's wrong and exhausting and driving me insane, I know. But I can't help it.
It's like I'm not rebelling gainst the world like everybody else.
No. I'm putting up a fight against myself...my soul...my very own existence.
And some day, I will lose this fight.

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